Reflection #23
Him. Rambling about how sorry he was, and how he misjudged, but say as he might he still believed that his first speculation was right. All the effort wasted, trying to rise above, trusting him for the second time though it was excruciatingly painful to forget the sorrows suffered, just to know that what he said were all lies. It was better if he cut out the pretense, and tell the world that he believed he was right, instead of saying that he believed another but taking back his fibs when the situation was at its tipping point. Proved to the involved that he is nothing but a poseur through and through, pretending to be genuine, but still sitting on the high horse hitherto unknown to others.
How I'd wish to shoot you off your horse.
Her. Saying how she doesn't want something, but changed her mind after being disillusioned, and now trying all means to get the other party to retreat, to withdraw, so that all's not forced, all's to be seemed as if it's no one's fault, especially not hers. Speaking and talking like a broken faucet, ranting off everything even though she was told of the information in the fullest confidentiality. Forgoing the values of a friendship as she's surrounded with the flame of burning desire for excellence.
I'd wanna rip your mask off in this masquerade world.
But no, I'm not going to do that, because it would give me no advantage, but'd just make me stoop so low to the level y'all are at.
You. Thought different of you, but what a disappointment. Oh well, so much for having faith in you. So much for commenting how others are, when actually you're a pea from the same pod. Never believed that you'd conspire with them, and nor for anything against anyone at all.
If you have so much faith, why not spare a tat for me as well?
I. Seen the true colors, albeit not with my own eyes. Why, knowing that it hurts, do they still speculate. With no factual evidence, based merely on their feelings and one sided opinion, it rendered them reason enough to sought shield coverage with the higher authority involved. Giving no chance for defense and explanation, because they know deep down them being selfish beings they'd care less anyway. They'd eliminate the weak with no guilt, in spite knowing that it is against their morals to do so, just so that they can have an increased probability of excelling as there'd be no longer anything to tie them down. With those spiritual teachings orthodoxly reflected what they are, it's no wonder I quitted the moment I could.
It's one of these moments that show who one's real friends could be, who one's real friends are.
I thought y'all were the better few with at least an iota of humanity.
Guess it was a mistake in the extreme.Thank God (ha!, the irony) for this hypocritical, judgmental world that I live in.
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