Reflection #9
School has been a hassle for me. I really wondered that, am I really cut to be in this class?
Not that I don't like my classmates, but it's just that I am way behind average, academically and non-academically. I know that, however hard I try, I would never be able to catch up, to run back on to the track again.
Pondering over the fact that I could have chosen the 2nd choice offered, and ending up not to. Well, I didn't really regret a tat that much as I'd anticipated. I have had made new friends, even though I'd never meet them, but I can feel they're all really nice people :D.
Remembering in the past that I used to sleep during a few of my examination papers due to gaming overnight and sprung awake when the invigilator walked pass to find myself running short of time to complete the papers. I couldn't do that now, I need that every second given to us to complete the examination papers, and perhaps even more.
To tell you the truth, I'd prefer last year to this year. Last year was fun, with pupils defying the teachers, as compared to the current year where almost everyone seated in their seats quietly, giving their full attention to the educator teaching in front. Sometimes I won't be able to help myself but to daydream and laugh hysterically like a lunatic due to that xP.
Oh, and there's also still another thing that make me brood over for almost a year and counting.
If you'd read and comprehended my entries, they'll tell you what I mean. Or perhaps that if you know me well enough, you needn't read but you'd be unhesitatingly knowing who and what am I talking about.
I needn't repeat what I want to say, the feelings never really differed much right from the start.
I miss 11 days later's last year.
Not that I don't like my classmates, but it's just that I am way behind average, academically and non-academically. I know that, however hard I try, I would never be able to catch up, to run back on to the track again.
Pondering over the fact that I could have chosen the 2nd choice offered, and ending up not to. Well, I didn't really regret a tat that much as I'd anticipated. I have had made new friends, even though I'd never meet them, but I can feel they're all really nice people :D.
Remembering in the past that I used to sleep during a few of my examination papers due to gaming overnight and sprung awake when the invigilator walked pass to find myself running short of time to complete the papers. I couldn't do that now, I need that every second given to us to complete the examination papers, and perhaps even more.
To tell you the truth, I'd prefer last year to this year. Last year was fun, with pupils defying the teachers, as compared to the current year where almost everyone seated in their seats quietly, giving their full attention to the educator teaching in front. Sometimes I won't be able to help myself but to daydream and laugh hysterically like a lunatic due to that xP.
Oh, and there's also still another thing that make me brood over for almost a year and counting.
If you'd read and comprehended my entries, they'll tell you what I mean. Or perhaps that if you know me well enough, you needn't read but you'd be unhesitatingly knowing who and what am I talking about.
I needn't repeat what I want to say, the feelings never really differed much right from the start.
I miss 11 days later's last year.
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