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Reflection #3

It's the time again, & finally after a month, an update!
Something light for now, but there's some read between-the-lines though.
Something that i want to confess/state/clarify/whatever you call it.

Many things have changed since the start of the school year.
Many things have happened since the start of the school year.
Many things have been put to a stop since the start of the school year.
That may be to late, but I will still try.
As observed, after all the major significant exams like streaming and GCE 'O'/'A' levels, things will tend to change more significantly, whether you want it or not. & there will surely be an increase in stress level during that period of time, because after those significant events happening, you'll need to decide which path you'd wanna take, what you'd wanna do, ... ...
And that is the stress that may've caused me to regret.
And after things have come to an end/conclusion, you'll tend to think back & it's either you regret or you rejoice. But it's only why the old has come to an end and the new as just begun before you will tend to think back on not just what had happened, but the effects after whatever route that you choose, for example: Relationships, job category you'll land into... Things like that.
Yes, and I regret to put that stupid course 1 on my opition form.

Well, talking about relationships..
No, don't misunderstood, it isn't this.
Friendship. It's a strong word as it has a different definition to each and everyone of us. Some may think that one is considered as a friend as long as you know each other, but others may think that only people whom you actually communicates better off with are considered to be friends. And when people part, they'd stay positive and'd say they'd be friends forever, but those things hardly stay. Well, at least they'd stay positive about it, unlike some people who'd say that "oh, won't go out anymore le 'coz we'll be in different classes" [quoted from ...].
But yes, it's this.
And there's another type of relationship. Yes. It's relationship itself, but as in those boy+girl/active+passive kind. The kind when mostly one will neglect other things for, like maybe work, friends, etc... The kind when the failure or success of it depends on the accurate amount and right type of chemistry- not too much & not too little, and those of which that wont change due to its surrounding-which is, eternal love. But most of us experience little crushes here and there, especially for teenagers- this builds up & gets you ready for the real relationship actually.
Get it? If not, the point here is, I-still-do-like-you.
Some things are hard to change though, it's hard, and sometimes however hard we try it just won't happen, change or stop.
And I hope it didnt for you to me.
Fate is determined by human actions, but feeling for one's the most vulnerable of all things emotionally.
But if it did, then..it'd maybe my fault after all.
you get it?

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